hey guys. how’s it going? i am just sitting on the couch after being away in palm springs this weekend. man, it feels like i have been gone an insane amount lately. it’s definitely been a phase i’ve been going through. a search for independence, a time to see as much as possible, and a time for escaping. i’ve been thinking lately about the place i am in now. i’ve been single for about a year and a half now. there have been dates or short things here and there…but mostly i’ve been in a real solo phase. mostly i think that’s really good, some days i think i’ve almost gotten too used to being alone (like how will i share a bed again? ha) i’ve just been in a closed off zone. self-protective i guess. dating can be tiring, and awkward and i just haven’t really felt ready for it. it’s a lot of work to be proactive about it. i can even admit it’s been nice to not have to check in with anyone while i’m away. BUT, i do feel myself opening up to the idea again. so we shall see.
i’m headed to one of my best friend’s weddings that i am in on thursday and then i’m going to try to stay in los angeles for a while. you can’t really date when you’re never home! the wedding is at a lake house in louisiana. i’m excited to celebrate with lake days, crab boils, and late night dance parties in the hot weather. there’s supposed to be some single hotties there too ha.
i’ve been working this week on a new product that’s coming out late summer! been doing sneak peeks on snapchat…
ok, back to tv and couch time. enjoy your sunday chill zone too. thanks for listening to my rambling. xx bri